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Basically, I want a baby. I want to carry a child. I want to be someone's "momma." This is something that is hard for me to admit, as I have told everyone that children aren't for me. I think that the fact that I want a child, no, that I covet a child means that I am simply some cliche that I swore I would never become. I never believed in a "biological clock" until now. I know that now is not the time for Bobby and I to have a baby. I understand that. I just want a baby. Our baby. My baby.

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Bobby and I are great together. I think he's awesome.

I had a wisdom tooth pulled a week ago. Finally feeling back to normal.

I got a new job. Working at the Family Dollar down the street from my house. It's a job, at least!

Enrolled in my fall classes. Currently at 13 hours, thinking about making it 16. I dunno yet.

Had to let my mother move to Tahlequah. Even though I hate it, she is an adult and can do what she wants.

Can't think of anything else at the moment. Thinking about taking a nap. : ) 

Oh! I had to go thru and delete a bunch of userpics from when my paid account expired... The pic of Castiel's lips gets to stay. : ) 

Here is Richard Ayoade as The Doctor...

I recently made my sister Snucius watch The Mighty Boosh live DVD. She thought it was funny.
However, my nephew Julian woke up in the middle of the night and came in to watch it with us.
He is 3.
He likes boobs.

When Bollo would come on, he got scared and would say "oh no, it's a monster!"
So I would have to say "It's not a monster, it's just a monkey."
He would take comfort in that. However, he would sexually harrass Snucius.

"It okay. It not da mon-tar. It a monkey" he would say, as he grabbed her boob.
It happened alot, as Bollo is a main character.

Now I am afraid that Snucius will think back to the Mighty Boosh and only think of this episode.

Snucius, please don't let Julian ruin what could possibly be the best thing I've ever had in my life.  : )
Remember that you must love them exactly as I love them. : ) 
And it's not a mon-tar, it a monkey.

I dunno why I haven't. Charry.

Snucius and Crab made it here alright. She's still made that I talked her out of an iphone.
She doesn't need it. She will just lose it. We still haven't talked about what is going to happen
next. Snucius needs a bit of time.

I have a sort of date type thing tomorrow night. His name is Cal. It'll be fun.

I kind of hate my job. It's pretty stupid.

I bought a car. I forgot about that.

I figured out that I ship Noel/Julian. I feel funny about that.

All I can think is, dog suit.

Everything will be fine. I don't want you to worry about anything.
I picked an icon that would make you laugh. Bret and Jemaine with a sammich.

Everything will be fine.

If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

My ankle feels better finally. The swelling has almost gone away.
Layed out with Courtney in the backyard for about an hour, got a sunburn.
Only on one shoulder though. I don't know how that happened.
My head hurts now. Effing sun.

Hopefully going to go get learner's permit tomorrow. Want to drive my new car.
To look for a new job.

Fuck my job.

They are stupid. Infantile stupids.

(Teeheehee at icon choice.)
So, about a week ago, our store manager got fired and arrested for embezzlement.
Awesome.
Today, a cashier got fired and arrested for stealing, I assume, money from the register.
Awesomer.

Who would steal from the freakin' register that has your FREAKIN' NAME ALL OVER IT???

Other than that, I didn't do anything today cause it's my day off. I layed out with Courtney.
Hung out with Max and Julian "at the beach" as Julian calls the pool.
Watched alot of Mighty Boosh.

Best. Day. Off. Ever.